I’m aware i’ve only just now rejoined and this may be a bad impression for new followers. But for those who know me, whether as a follower, or even personally. I’m sorry to my friends i’ve abandoned and distance myself from. And any aggression i’ve shown to others who absolutely didn’t deserve it. But as of recently, i’ve seen a psychiatrist, and have been diagnosed with bipolar 2 and complex PTSD. While it does explain everything, it’s no excuse, and im honestly insecure about this. I rather people don’t mention it. But i hope u can understand me better now, and i know ive prob intimidated people with how fuckin emotional and aggressive i get. I’m sorry. But lately i’ve been taking pills and changed up my room and been keeping a good healthy schedule and taking care of myself better. But understand that pills can only do so much, i can’t be “fixed” it only lessons the symptoms. I’ve just had so much shit over the years i felt that distancing myself from others would help me and them. Like i was doing u a favor. Because i still don’t entirely trust myself, but im willing to try again, because this loneliness is eating me up. But anyway..I hope u can all understand. I’ve missed u.