I have another drawing incoming but my art hasn’t been so well, tho i know im very inactive. One of the reasons i deleted my other socials cuz i gave up aside from mental health stuff. That feeling still lingers honestly cuz art doesn’t really get u far if u wanna do it for a living. I can animate, and i’m confident in my art skills, but my head is lost rn. Ofc i can do commissions and i’ve done a few before but rn isn’t a good time. And to be honest, i don’t really like drawing for others, tho i don’t mind drawing new things. Yeah, i can always reject a client but they’re willing to pay and i know how good it feels to have art of stuff u like. But! Even while i don’t like commissions all that much, it’s nothing towards the people, I’ll still always do the best i can in work. I mean it’s what they’re paying for and i’m getting good money in return. It’s the only real option i have at the moment since it’s been a struggle getting a job, not to mention all of them in my town want 18. And yeah i’m aware i should do art at my own pace and it’s my account so it doesn’t matter. But fuck i always hated the idea of being those “posts once a month” artist. I used to be sooo active, drawing after drawing, idk if it’s because the quality has gone up tremendously or just both my mental health. I’ll be seeing a new therapist soon tho because i’ve seriously been at an all time low and i don’t have any emotional support whatsoever in my family. Or anywhere, really. And being that i’m a dropout with no job, i’ve practically stayed home isolated for 3 years in a small town. And no, GED hasn’t been going well for me but i’ve put it aside for now for therapy. Just been too much shit and then when ur diagnosed and wake up everyday having to rely on pills.